Dear You Part 2

Like I said this would be in 2 parts, these two letters are to the people that hurt me. The language might be kind of bad and I'm sorry but I have to get this all out.


Dear Playa,


Yes I call you Playa cause that's what you are. You Played on me and one of my best friends too. When I hear you name all I can do is shake my head and disappointment washes over me. It was fun while it lasted I guess. But all the good memories that we had made, you destroyed by all the lies that you told me. It's sad that you couldn't just tell me you were cheating on me. You had the balls to hold him over me all the time cause I made a mistake? Well at least I had the guts to tell you. I should have listened to my friends and family, they all tried to tell me, but I would always just make excuses for you. You sicken me. That was all how I felt when I first found out about the two of you. I hated you so much! But now, I don't care about you anymore. You aren't worth my time. Someone else has filled your place and he treats me amazingly. He is so much better than you and you know what better looking to. You think you can ever replace me, well good luck because you will never find another girl like me. Oh and also be careful, all that sleeping around can lead to STD's or an STI, and you wouldn't want that do you? Anyways, I hope you actually marry this one, and I hope she is Pregnant too so you can have everything you ever wanted. I still hate you and never wanna talk to you again, but I forgive you for lying to me because if you wouldn't have, I wouldn't be the luckiest girl in the world and have someone in my life who treats me so much better than you ever could.
-Cheyenne.






This second letter is to the other half of this.




Dear Backstabber Lier girl,


Ugh really? You tell me one thing saying you'd never hurt me or try to take him from me and you did it. Wow that's low and slutish. Oh I did the same thing to J but Me and her are good now. Karma bit me in the ass. But I do have to thank you, I have everything you ever wanted still, and I'm sure you got what you wanted, but how does it feel? How did it feel when you saw me? Did the guilt set in yet? It will, but don't I don't care about you. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND HIM THATS IT! And congrats on your pregnancy I hope having his children turns out to be everything you hopes it to be. I forgive you for taking him, I don't care about that anymore. As a matter of fact, I have someone so much better now who treats me amazingly. So I hope your happy, I still hate you but I mean you no harm, because at this point I understand that you just are doing what I did. Doing what makes you happy. Well congrats and I hope you have a great life. I never wanna talk to you again.
-Cheyenne




As much as I'd like to tell everyone who these people are, but it wouldnt be to fair to all parties.

Dear You

First off I am so excited to say congrats to one of my amazing best friends Kyle! Congrats darling on everything! I love you doll!


Now to the blog that I am posting today, this blog is about some of my feelings about certain people in my life, people that have hurt me and also someone who has made everything so much easier and for that I will be forever in his debt. Names will not be disclosed. Certain people know who these people are and if you well congrats lol. These Blogs are also going to be separate and in letter forms. The first one will be on this blog, the other two will be together on the second blog.


This is to the one who makes everything better, I just hope that I could make everything better too.


Dear you,


I am so extremely happy to have you and pink in my life! You mean so much to me, and I care about you so much. Remember what I told you the first time we hung out, about me being there, I wasn't lying, I will be there always. I want you to know that I swear I am the luckiest girl in the world. You are so perfectly unperfect and I love that about you. You give me butterflies more that anyone ever has, and I just can't seem to get you out of my head. You make it so I can't stop smiling. Thank you for everything and I really cannot wait to see what the future holds. Thank you for taking care of me when I got sick on the roof, and thank you for listening to me when that random depression came over me. I feel like I can be my dorky self around you and It makes me so happy that you except the fact I'm crazy and have two personalities. By the way her name is Emilee I never told you that. I love that I can just look into your eyes and my heart just melts when you kiss me. Thank you for everything! Oh yeah and p.s. I am falling for you.


Love,
Cheyenne