ME

How would I explain myself to all of you? Well I Live a life of rebellion, full of Drugs, Sex, and Rock and Roll......Bahahahahahha NOT! That's not me, I don't do Drugs and I'm no Hoe. I love to have fun, I try to do what makes me happy, but unfortunately we all have times where we can't always be happy, so I just live it up to the best of my abilities. I have great friends, an amazing family, it's just a great life. I have some views on god and just everything that are different from others. So read my blog, you might find something out about me that you like.

Love,
Cheyenne/Emilee <3

Friday, April 15, 2011

Dear You Part 2

Like I said this would be in 2 parts, these two letters are to the people that hurt me. The language might be kind of bad and I'm sorry but I have to get this all out.


Dear Playa,


Yes I call you Playa cause that's what you are. You Played on me and one of my best friends too. When I hear you name all I can do is shake my head and disappointment washes over me. It was fun while it lasted I guess. But all the good memories that we had made, you destroyed by all the lies that you told me. It's sad that you couldn't just tell me you were cheating on me. You had the balls to hold him over me all the time cause I made a mistake? Well at least I had the guts to tell you. I should have listened to my friends and family, they all tried to tell me, but I would always just make excuses for you. You sicken me. That was all how I felt when I first found out about the two of you. I hated you so much! But now, I don't care about you anymore. You aren't worth my time. Someone else has filled your place and he treats me amazingly. He is so much better than you and you know what better looking to. You think you can ever replace me, well good luck because you will never find another girl like me. Oh and also be careful, all that sleeping around can lead to STD's or an STI, and you wouldn't want that do you? Anyways, I hope you actually marry this one, and I hope she is Pregnant too so you can have everything you ever wanted. I still hate you and never wanna talk to you again, but I forgive you for lying to me because if you wouldn't have, I wouldn't be the luckiest girl in the world and have someone in my life who treats me so much better than you ever could.
-Cheyenne.






This second letter is to the other half of this.




Dear Backstabber Lier girl,


Ugh really? You tell me one thing saying you'd never hurt me or try to take him from me and you did it. Wow that's low and slutish. Oh I did the same thing to J but Me and her are good now. Karma bit me in the ass. But I do have to thank you, I have everything you ever wanted still, and I'm sure you got what you wanted, but how does it feel? How did it feel when you saw me? Did the guilt set in yet? It will, but don't I don't care about you. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND HIM THATS IT! And congrats on your pregnancy I hope having his children turns out to be everything you hopes it to be. I forgive you for taking him, I don't care about that anymore. As a matter of fact, I have someone so much better now who treats me amazingly. So I hope your happy, I still hate you but I mean you no harm, because at this point I understand that you just are doing what I did. Doing what makes you happy. Well congrats and I hope you have a great life. I never wanna talk to you again.
-Cheyenne




As much as I'd like to tell everyone who these people are, but it wouldnt be to fair to all parties.

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